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it is called lois, and I like banana, he does the transcripts thanks mystery bard, I'm at dearest, scooter on twitter and instagram. What do you say we slow it down and get on with the avery all night tossing turning mind racing trouble getting to sleep trouble staying asleep. We will welcome this asleep with me. The podcast puts you to sleep. We do it's bedtime story, as you need to do, is get in bed turn out the lights and press play, I'm gonna do the rest. What I'm going to attempt to do is create a safe place where you could set aside whatever

keeping you wake whether its thoughts on your mind, you know, thoughts, thinks you're. Thinking about you know so sad, sir, but pass present future. Although- and I got all those thoughts, I could beat the voice voice voiced thoughts of work as for safer there's, like a word blake for seafarers. Sir an appreciable item, I saw sir parts of my personality. I don't know what that means exactly, but it sounds it when I will see that word is a site. Word could never spelling Early pronounce it but doesn't look, because the somewhat like a word, you'd, say you'd cross a shriek say you know you look like it did not, and I'm not saying like your junk word like I like you, junkyard word like. If words could offend a junk yard.

You know what I'm saying, I'm not trying to I'm not trying to demean you vociferous. If that's what you mean, I'm just saying, I would keep my eye on you. When I wouldn't I'd, say I don't. I would lower my eyes. I guess I m saying lakers, there's most, I haven't had a super wake I like anybody. Could they think I'm his thoughts. So if it starts keeping you awake. Besides about my grammar Could we saw its about kelsey grammar, but it could also these thoughts about the stuff like louder thoughts required thought, sir. They gave quieter it said it can be just this. Oh boy tomorrow, do you know, there's those ones to us? Oh boy, he did and now that's my that's my voice. A ball. the look on my neck in my internal mantis, oh boy, you did, and now name is going to give it to you now, she's one of my vociferous thoughts. If they know how to work is a word so could be sought be feelings related to science or to something else,

something going on or feelings that are just there. It could be physical sensations changes in your time. Your temperature, your routine, you could ask, I come enough, you could have someone coming to visit. You could have something going on. whatever. It is, sir, I'm here to help and to keep you company and to take your mind of stuff, so whatever sky, we await you? That's what I'm here to do, I'm here to be your friend in the deep dark night you're bore friend, if you will, if you'll have me in I do it isn't send my voice shook her ass, the deep derek, an item to use lulling sue. Who thing could ricky dulcet tones, oh so creaky or my dulcet tones. It means my voice is not perfect, not traditionally soothing it, sir. not beloved its tower. You say it's a voice could tolerate that's voice, they could get use, did not listen to

that's a voice, it's better than tolerable. When I when called melodious, it does have some melody. But it's not melodious and I'd say well, yeah, that's my voice, sir. so crocodiles. Tones, pointless, meanders and superfluous tangents would set with amiens limited, go off topic. I'm gonna get mixed up. Then I'm in a circle back and forget what I said and I ll try to get back to what I said now remember something else, like you seen so far,. I'll try I'll look at a word. I do of dyslexia, makes it like I'm better with sight words like. Super a looks like it has. It has if which usually I'm trying to think of good things that have to like a ciphers in there. And then voice voice for or something that looks like it's related to voice. I'm not even sure other words coo coo coo coo coo,

who suffer? Vegetables are good for you, so I guess there you go morally wrong with debts appointed me think probably every day you know wholly Michael, because somebody call michael power and finally. Michael pound, has a chance to roll like baby another chance to roll their eyes at us. Because, sir, I said what what what what good could come of sepphoris in this Well, vociferous cause you know how to do the actual definition will crucify vegetables. It may be a different thing. Would you believe it took force masters of latin and never scored higher than a day. Maybe a sea but but eh Therefore, it is crucial for us. Vegetables are well known to have great properties for you go you know who loves you supercilious, vegetables, Madame color,

make sure to cook him, though, because the gas comes when they're not properly cooked you, you give them a little steam a little boil a little bake, pre cooked oh prefers or vegetables boiled or steamed. She, william raw, but then you know that So what is it Oh boy was reader. I didn't even plan and give you an example of that, but I did so much to go off I think I'm going to get mixed up. It's all keep you company, so that you could fall asleep welcome if you knew. And if your regular listener, I'm so glad you're here, I am glad because I appreciate your time If you knew or if your regulus- and you need a reminder, I'm here to help you. or to help you in the deep dark night, because one I know how it feels of tossing turning mind, racing trouble getting to sleep trouble, staying asleep have dealt with all that stuff.

And it's not easy get into bed. You know for me and I think a lot other listeners, so if I can help, I'm really honor did to do so, The other reason I want to help is because, if you get the rest, you need your life will be more manageable, and that is important to me because it life is more manageable. You could be out there. You know it's not it's tough would like. I know it's like to dread bed time and to be tired. The day, so, if I can help with this it's important because it means your life's gonna be better. It's can improve you'll, be in a position to flourish. in our world will be a better place, cause your world's a better place. That is important as much as people on a brush off. Worry. No, whatever vociferous parts of us, Sir arthur vociferous plants and who think so, but there You mean if there are like they had a musical either was because there is a musical bottom plant shop that

things were then that didn't go well it to plant shop. It was called, but not for plants things up the little plant sharp four things went well they didn't go well, but they did not go well for the plants. They didn't go well forbade lake aid on a casino now cause, I don't know, paid attention regards the whole concept of musical, when I saw it when I was a lad little pet? Do not a patch up either to plant shopper lydia, two or somethin. And I know it have an odd we won. I dont know. I also know what the definition of a serious is all I'm doing asleep. I cast intra alum in the middle of it. So Oh sure, glad I'm here to take him. I'm here to help but, despite guess, is enough for everybody

because it's just differ it's very different, but for the people it listen to it, I'm not kidding, I'm not exaggerating. I think I've heard this a million times it took two or three times for me to get used to the pod cast an ulcer the people are stuck around for two or three times is to see how it goes for you if it doesn't work sleep and me podcast, I cancellation. No, thank you, as others, Bud gas and sleepy audio so give it a try, and just how it goes. I really hope it can help you, but it is an awkward. Based on just very different. and the show is different than most expectations because one it's a podcast, you don't really listen to you just kind of barely listen. You just gotta, barely pay attention. Or a listen in the background and her her. So it's more of a background. Podcasting it can listen and I dont want.

to put you to sleep, I'm here to keep you company is make while you fall asleep or or if you're awake, and you can't sleep. I am here to fill the same role, Amir barely entertaining person to keep you company in the deep dark your boyfriend, your bore bay, your bork as your Borsier bore best eu, nay bore you, your or bud. You bore bra Whatever days I'm here to keep you company so that you can sleep or just relax, there's a percentage of people. They can't sleep, I'm here to the very end, if you can't sleep or if you need a break during the day, To take a nap, he just need some downtime renewed watch, paint dry or do some coding or put a blue coat ain't you. How can people I m doing some coding with paint and that painting I am quoting the wall with? ain't it being vets, vociferous vociferously I mean maybe audrey too could have done. Then

I don't know? I mean it was a puppet anyway exiting spoiler was in a real boost, spoiler wasn't real plant, it was a match. Those imaginary story goes plant but no, you know how I knew that plant had lipstick. I think as a first give away I. Why would a plan have lipstick on it? I mean dramatically make me giggle and make me, about kissing it, which was a good idea of kissed plants. Before I have talked about it, but I've been five hundred episode. Citizen, sir, but I have kissed plant before more than once unbelief, not on the routes or anything. Weird. some poison ivy, your poison oak, because sir, Is this house plants white? We know The pack I'm not making out with plant solely mackerel. This is an intro to sleep, I'd kiss now one. Oh sir, one of my trip

Many trips to northern europe to be studied is to tell us more about this point in kissing. It's ok, I understand and a c Well, how come there's a team of forty scientists taking notes if you understand and they Make faces like you, ve, never heard this before and then confer among one another laker. They have. heard it before in there. Questions. You know this is wasting point of inquiry. Was it close mouse kiss born of it, not one of inquiry. What was in your mind, while you were kissing the plants so I'll be back The worry northern europe, one day you know it when you pay me, it went like when it's all reno viet would, when you send I'd, prefer it can I get it? Can you I take a g six or something over there and tell you you couldn't I'll? Do some tests on the plane? Do.

We'll get? Where was? I owe spahis enough for everybody? Also, so it's by gas. some legislative doesnt. Really it takes your mind, for stuff, you don't really bear you barely listen to it were else. Give us more good news. Oats different structurally than most bad cas start for the greeting I have friends beyond the binary. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls bisson. I say something silly after that, so that if you're welcome and seen- and you said this might be This I could check out him. I may feel comfortable here I want to see so bad. Greetings dinners support, so Shokhin come out twice a week for free and that's from our sponsors and the people of sport, the showed in their support for the listeners. The show support through the community round the show and now- ends and then there's the intro, which I think were private twelve minutes into in something

They don't like the pied guessed. The fact that has our support dont want the intro in which support, really they introduce a show within a show where I try describe. The podcast is unsuccessfully. because never been successful, but the entire also is awaited. Ease you into bed time allotted listeners are getting ready for bed were getting comfortable or doing other some other winding down activity so so the intro. Does it easy you in the bed time because of having a wind down. Routine is one thing I discover that works. There's a small percentage. People at our sleep were happy for them. There's a small percentage. People skip the intro there's people ellison, endeavour, ways and patriotic like all night or story only or in Traum Lee, but for the most are the intro? Is your chance to get ready for bed into unwind and that's what the interest

and that's I do my bed time for the most part is then support again between the intro store again because a goal, the pied cases be free and any podcast happy one about twice a week and paying for it is optional, nike, sir and then there's a story tonight will be returning to earn a series season. Three. I guess it's kind of he's a three a return to nuns and space and stand in scooter, so that's something anticipated by some ants: But through by many anticipated by few we go where few people listen in full, Oh you know my most people are asleep in that's great chair, boldly, chief recently. mired in misunderstanding space may be are not lowered. Antonio Banderas handled than that

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and somewhere out. There's a man named scooter in his best friend inside kick sentient, soda machine freestyle, soda machine free. In style and ned soda machine name stan it's been a while, since we seen them. So I really don't know what other information once upon a time. and I know this one's kind of a silica laker it anything. I need, should determine set up right now. But somewhere somewhere in time and space out Space well her interesting Some are in time and space. Theirs those characters, the nuns for my childhood- sentient soda machine not even sentient later and do a wonderful amazing here for style, soda machine, but so much more than that of being whose

The EU is being whose construe whose construction, whose physical form is says, freestyle, soda machine. name stan and his sidekick scooter. In this is another episode of our hollywood announcer here to set it up All the way you know Antonio's also helping out to sir or hygiene kits now, if you want to join us to sleep with me, podcast I can slash midnight mission oh yeah, he brings he brings the high. I tell him not to say hi when he gets here because they say might be recording. Is he could you just Three other than what I get Anna MIKE, because they wanted to be fresh, could use beat me, When you. Like a waiter or something show with a further ado. Are hollywood announcer, MR antonio Banderas,

Thank you was a friend's vienna by an airy zeal. Ladies and gentlemen, the boys and girls tie four nuns. In A space. Those spacey and space you, I feel all spacey after that is actually doing. You kicked your hair back for duty would every did made me feel like the flying through space who wish I could do that. As Mr Antonio banderas in this is nuns in space. scooter. Where are you or pet deal, produce your pen pale Scooter, romania tower and wondering where you are I'm recording. I spend pale for school.

but I am also broadcasting it because I'm not with scooter or anyone. I met a tie, It was tower. He would see in many movies, who has other doesnt, have just one way to look out of the tower it's a castle. It's a tower lick gave its more might well. I'm just missing scooter actually need some help. Why go on am in a situation that don't need immediate help, but I could use your help scooter if you're hearing this. I am living tower. I can't leave the tower, though I can go on different levels and look out and then a nurse also were when The big rooms, like you, see even one seems deserved. This isn't on earth. That's one thing and you should know. but I'll use earth like term. Since I know your earthling with

no castle serve from movie said they have the grating hall. This tower has grading hauled downstairs, which I guess, probably not part of the tower, but I can't go outside The greeting her, I can't leave the tower facility, the cat so but I know have like free range of the castle. Would I can also go out on different levels of the tower in there. kingdom here within the cap, No grounds with people do not earthlings, but what you could just assume that their earthlings, sir the robber think ticketing. Could they call him? So Raw brainy in sir, like brain not bad? and from that medieval move, the show. it's like brainy in sir, in I am here in a have to do too,

Something's not right now I can't remember how a god here He and scooters not here, but I remember scooter. I remember everything A lot of stuff, but I don't remember what happened before I got here. But I know you like me it been, wiped or something. And I know something here is not right where I am so there's all these people. I'll, explain it. I dunno how to explain it. That's why we're scooter was heard. Miss explained so then I could correct him and be much easier or my own, And pale. what, if you don't remember, my mom stan. Am I I'm a boy but am I feel you can t or maybe even a little bit older If you saw me in your somebody else who spend pale you're getting here you somewhere in the universe. If you know who's scooter is. He may be also referred to as a bumbler,

probably has some sort of drink or toothpaste and his clothing. you, ve probably heard him. I dunno. If you hurt me, I'm stan free, style soda machine, that's what they call me Scooters my best friend do I don't know where he is, but I could use him like a said, khazars stuff going on here. I have to give up all these these sashes. So people were sash. Is this what you might understand on earth in the sash as Sir most. The smartest man, oh no most improved smile, does when I gave out earlier I have to be legitimately given out so they have smiling. The thing you should not involve the universe, their smiling or some form of it, because it does and just represent your mouse in your t suit like a human which ink. But you know what I mean.

There's a song about it, assign candy there some when you're smile on her, whatever soul,. when a man in it doesn't seem to be helping me. I don't know, I can't explain it. And I gotta go pen pal cassini me: I got another. These have to be real sashes. I can't just make something up and say most interesting question in some not happen, such so there's something else at work on this planet. things don't seem to be going well in the sense of eta I'm not just here to give out sashes, but I've been giving out sashes. As long as I can remember, you don't know not everything's. My systems or opera been doing like a diagnostic, sir, nothing seems to be wrong with me, but we know that's not true Don't think I'm in a cloud of dust like I feel into something delusional here, but I don't take were in the car.

Out of delusion. You probably don't even know what I'm talking about pimp albert einstein. I could be your friend couldn't be your bed. Friend I mean Oh scooter may not be my best friend if he doesn't get over here and help me, you may detected in my voice and not smiling, in my smile is not improving. Amazing things. You're gonna be ok. I trust my best. I ll be here to help me, but I can't you know It's like millett me I'll, just say scooter five times and then I'll take a boom. Then I'm going to take a rest and then I'll go deal with his other sashes scooter, scooter, scooter, scooter. Stan can't you just have to stand while liquor. Why turn away? Who is is way turn wake me up stand because having a dream and was gone really good

had somebody. May arms wasn't usin. We sis sister, Mary, oh, and what are you doing? Why waken me up high prices too? Oh, yes, oh yes, sir, forget sorry! Yet you ma am yes MA am if waking may, what is oh, that there's yet there seems to be. That seems to be some sort of alert going I would say like didn't, like the sweet sounds of a siren. Singing end That's pretty. I can understand sister, so you're all upset. Ok, you know, I'm not. I know I'm not on the enlisted person on the ship. I realise that. Thank you. Sister. In none of the readouts okay, I'm going to the bridge with you, yes, sister, oh yourself, clean up I'll, make my bed after census as a laker, very important, important enough for me to wake up from my one rest. Okay,

Stir so oh hello, reporting for duty here scooter monsieur enlisted. I don't even even know it illicit yes, yes, ok, I'm listening. Case. Should theirs is so there's an alert or sire siren singing. somewhere on the ship, goats going through all the speakers, but it's not showing up in any of the computers I used to have well good. Don't you think would do we have a ships, computer. We could shocked to interface waste or some other digital based being oh I believe in those things. Ok a woman head down till exactly in order to place in the ship with her all this wires in esteem and stuff in I'll get to the bottom of it out, shut the siren. Oh, you know what I could do there's no,

Ok, so there's no, it's actually awake this, sir. So I'm going to go in the next year, so those are on the storage closets, which can also access from the storage a utility corridor Thank you sister. You right re odin noticed I can about utility corridors. Thank you, sister. Thank you for letting me no. I will go and utility corridors and sets where the speakers that scene regenerating the sound is made b and look at it a minute I gotta go. I still have my for around me. What I'll try to do is muffled sounds initially and then I'll try to get to the bottom of it cause. I can tell by the. the furrows in your brow, That you're not happy about this noise, so I get right to walk away from here Ok, thank you. Ok, we're gonna need till it a corridor here, shutting the door.

A pen pale have the singer on recording most time now, cosette Record my dreams, I think, goes when a dream, it don't you I was having a good dream: but then I was having a dream it stand was trying to wake me up, but they're, calling to me over and over again and This also goes for recording of trying to get to work. It must send him honor of a song about the siren, sir, before them couldn't get the might pick anything up, but yet putting this were recording so help em. I can listen back to the spend pound and send it out to you. but I saw a man. I'm trying to find some on a ship we'll get to that. But there's a shirt so this lucy, sir, they don't have

speakers is interesting. They use the mechanisms of the ships, I'm muffle words sending out the vibrations account shove anything ship is really what well made so sisters so the sisters. I refer to pen pals, just in case you not we're in a bit of a loop to appear. I'm the only one is aware of it, and you know how I remember stuff. but were no loop too low, better try to fit fill you in an step by step had ceased still making noise a hold on whole lamp. Let me go out of his good hello sisters, sir reporting for duty skirt around ridge. Sorry, I'm so say that before I'm still learning it doesn't bother me. about doesn't matter fair learn would suffer the it's always the first time when we go through one of these look to loops, which we seem to be at the beginning of an I don't remember the lash looped loop

But I know where oh sorry, sister, I just muttering to myself how grateful I am So I did try to muffle the sisters, so they remember this purple, one passing or saying I wanted mixture afraid my words correctly, sister sister Yes, sir. so I tried to muffled those who dares not speakers on the ship. It is I'm still familiarizing. Yes, I am. I know I realize that my competency, have been trying to study the schematic sister eager yes and a, but I'm not I'm the only person on the ship a in aqua, I'm still learning. Ok, yes, it no. I can hear your voice can hear you loud and clear right over those sirens. Believe it or not. Your projection is excellent. So,

like I do. Whoever build to ship was very good sisters to sue really got yourself a winner here. So there aren't speakers on the ship there, some sort of a device that causes a different girders in and not girdles, no sister did not say anything about a girdle ices vibration. It uses the ship itself as a speaker. So that's why the siren, but I tried like muffle de vibrate, the thing as vibrating there's three of them that I found. And I don't know how many more there are, but I should probably figure Emily try to figure out of never I don't know you, Great, if you had a ship's computer, I'm in a regular you're using computer systems, but something the deck there should be some sort of alert, even without at my main cynthia.

computer or android or whatever. It is your against. But nothing's coming up you're saying so far as you could tell oh it's my shop, okay so many. I guess I'm gonna go down to take the utility corridors down to the air engine room. Engineering area and to try to to the bottom of this amount up. I mean I'm not on top of it, but we back I'll, be so if you need me so one question. I guess will appoint a clarification, how's everything in the ship handling the good, ok everything's proceeding as normal there's, just no words Ok I'll see on a bit in and you I realize even muffled it's quite a deal. I tried it. You could put in some man, maybe Here's an idea here: let's

It is a little is. Are you till there's a winning closet right down the saw a boom, the grab some linen, sir? I think of take these watch clause and put him under your habits. It also help your ear, some not even kidding yeah. Oh, you know what do we still have? Okay, here's some earmarked civil black out to sound, but it'll muslim. We had this year motion the m no gets cold in space. Sister Jupiter mars is in a place to raise it to maybe I if they teach kids admires, sir, because it, but so called. Ok get back to work right away. Thank you, reporting school leaving bridge. Ok, so about bag and utility courtroom headed down to the engineering area which is connected, the engine room. I don't know by barely know what I'm doing? it's really hard to read the ship's, schematics and stuff fur, but you made

checked him now really worried about it. Because of the loop local loop bear so where's stirrup and pale. So I'm the only I'm on a ship with the nuns from my childish, spaceship, ok don't know like it. It's far ass, he could tell these are the real nuns from my childhood, which would say impossible, but the situation is very dream like an impossible, but I'm pretty sure real soon you take. This? Is real pen pal sing. I say and then you say it's not real. So then you could explain yourself, but I'm an explain it. Just like it's real, even though its very out there. All this is true as far as I know, and You know I have a sensitivity to delusion, so don't worry, there's two, some delusion I have a mechanic term are going to get through this every time.

I have little delusion, but those are my own. I don't have any sternly generated delusions all my delusions right now, internally generated. So yes, this could all be one grand illusion, but it I do. I believe this is real. So I'm in a lay out what I think is real, because some of it, I don't even button own, I dont, understand at all either. So that's what makes me think if I was delusional I'd think I knew what I was doing in a be ok It also priory more worried in for some someway com. In I'm doing my best, So I don't. Maybe I'm in the right delusion, ok So I'm on a space ship with an answer, my childhood, we ve been there before. I'm scooter I am the only unlisted person on the ship. I work for the nuns. This is the, spaceship in. It is the one they were searching for.

And I do so, there is some missing pieces. I don't remember helping them find a ship were in listening to become their sole crew. Member. But dad sue were eager things get more more interesting, as you may be pen, if you're my original pan pale. You might be wondering where's, my best friend stan first command or my commanding of who I wish was my commanding officer, Every freestyle, soda machine best friend. Child- do who became a teen whose really kind of like him maturing adult I'd, say stan. Why where's the ship, where we going and all it's just so many set it up all forty he out, but I'm trying to figure out where these witness alarm is going for this alerts following the wires, I guess I'll keep talking? Is there going around

doing weary stuff, but their speak. Aware. Second, adore epigram gloves twopenny pale. Ok, so who look ass? It were in a loop to loop, which means at some point become aware, like I wake up like a did from the dream. and amid the beginning of the loop of em, aware of that, but I am not aware of what the last loop why, how the last loop in ended, but I do now we ve been in other loops before this is not actually a loop, because every producer every time it's different. some of that means. I just have a sense of that. Now! This is where things get weird, so the nuns have no memory of the bear but there is not a static place. They believe we're on the ship. It we're looking for work, did somewhere to give to you

To deal with, whoever took your ship initially so they're very, focused on flying the ship in the ship's does seem to be in outer space or space, sir travelling through space. And I was never one for navigation, but like looking at the navigation and stuff on the ship, it does seem to be the third going. the dead all seems real to them. In some sense, it seems real to me, but I you know what I do remember in you may want to sit down for this. One pen pale I believe, were inside of stay in Were in some sort of cosmic area without Sir Brian some sort of magical gemstone mean and set a stan. The has you know that sir inmates, who I'm sorry what sir Yeah. I know it's a reach, but it could be sued lake it could. This could all be assimilation if it

sir no notice, they ve pal bell fully again. These messages in you mean something to you in there that's good, even though notes brine great for me, but you could just think me fondly. Maybe we back to their dream cause you know the connection in the dream is somebody, so ok, sure. so the nuns administration with the nuns travelling through space. So what seems to be a cosmic outer space, but which is really a space within stan which would be impossible, except for the fact. No one has ever happening with this loop stay and has caused powers or superpowers or a divinity into the. What are these things? Come The demagogues like powers.

Spain is unaware of those powers, even though were within stand somewhere or on him. I don't know. Because in a really remember. Stand does not know we're inside him, even if he's Who also caught in the loop in the same way the nuns are restart trim, I am pretty sure he remembers vaguely I know he has a sense of unease which maybe he inherited from me. But he doesn't have like any, but it doesn't retain. You know, stand I'll catch up. I think. but so stan This is somewhere basically I've give from the ship to stand. I don't remember how I did that last time I just know I have to do it and then stay in. Is you somewhere in Iraq, place. Any grappling with delusion

it stands on a mission his I don't know what it's godlike powers are. They seem like their different every time releases, major general sense He supposed uses godlike powers to help the people who deal the delusion. Wherever he is your help the planet or help the universe. I think it wrote some of the down. When I see him, unless did it's gonna be stuck in a dream. I can't leave the ship stand, needs my help. I have to find out how to get to him. It's a little bit like any of you, know me out wolfish pen pals. They still have their turn. That still a thing. like they're, they're installation stayed up, I mean they last thousands of years, my history, but it's Kind like that, like, oh, how I get to stand, is a fine data, but it its global, more surreal, but why you seem that's not possible,

It's like. If you went to, if they said hey, do it every did the meal. Will she said you in your europe, the person your with sir you get free even at this, sir installation for annex ten hours. but only one thing in the sole installation leads you to where you want to go and buy it. You have to go there and then you have to help your best friend solve a bigger problem, which is, but also all the surprise, beyond your understanding at sea What's my motivation, then me I will for whoever sir presenting this and they soon yeah. Well, we have your motivations, easy you're, also stuck in a ship with an unsavoury childhood. You're really vaguely aware that the ship is going nowhere, probably. and you work for them and you're an listed, Person in So did I mention, though, the nuns from your childhood.

And his ruin you, ok, no brahma do us his hand. say no more. Also seems to be a perpetual loop, but probably isn't so eventual you build a girl. You just gotta, get to the bottom of that one too. s. Ok, so that's it bumpo stand has any may say, will ok probably simulation or delusion. Worse, Hence, powers could just be nando balance right and I say they could be like if you had been the grim, a power of nan about swarm. They use your arms and legs. Theirs. Boys fully integrated in stands, so he doesn't. Even it doesn't look I get, but he does have it. He doesn't even know that any more In a lot of times, he's not really mobile these wires end. I guess this is a thing like it so occur must be. The siren is calling me

because these words are not going anywhere, because I'm back here. A man show, I don't know video, so ok, so basically that's what's happening. We keep appearing in world said need stands, help stand needs my help in you said there is your first pure delusion I say will stand, could use some. How about that, I'm pretty sure I mean I have a theory. It's pretty straightforward with delusion is spreading throughout the universe, lands on a planet or in a in it in a galaxy income. as a bunch, a havoc. We gotta get a delusion that chunky delusion out there. I can't tell if sir Why we have to do it in this particular manner, but that surprised. Finally, living a process based existence pan pale. Never ontario, lie and mostly alone in the sand. Sir

Briefly could see my best friend he doesn't. He knows who I am he doesn't know everything What's going on. normally I'm late to help him and then I get to come back if so, yeah two of em live in a process based to not a dream, but their wishes, did you. I wish it were yet wish was a dream. Trying to think sir Kay said these things in what I'm saying king pen, pal, is, sir. So the ship is vibrating from this is alert. Sir and maybe instead of muffling, it's like so there these girders back here, like? I think I just do you like me to hold onto the saying oppress my face against its now just super. It's like a like humming vibration, more powerful than mad. If I just did

If I let a viper, if I let myself be vibrated, is this My brain, you move it wasn't that one of the things on one of those movies. But I think knows everything you need to know pimp pry, hopefully next sam, I'm in a keeper recording, but I'm a hold on to this, hopefully stands or according to a waiter, A check with the nuns will, let me see if I do just for second, but I'm pretty sure wait a second hey, you know what I need to do to help the sis Because he think that's another part of this, I just remembered. Is sir, have to actually increasing the sum de muffling vibration. We follow those banks. There was a couple switches. Oh waiting, so they turned the sun. The whole ship is gonna, vibrate and Think that'll be something because of before

in oh yeah, look at this study Paul, sir. It was to a large extent, even know, should read writ read the instructions you know. So right now, whatever this is, it's just do as sending out an alert those using some of the loose loose bolts and the ship to make that siren sound, but dead. It's a steady pulse, then I the ship vibrate. I think once once his vibrating sisters won't even know somebody check that. and then I lied. I then I can just lie down on the floor. I didn't want to look for the holding my head against girder one hour. The girder you know you know, then value would like then, Was he okay? He sister's house ever has like a oh, a dulwich at a siren, oh very, obscure, a scooter on sky first good, run you run? Deck and bread share.

yes, sisters! So the siren! This is alert estelle. Where, sir, oh, you know it was sister. Oh yeah I'll get the key happens. Do you and see cap? Yes, sister was, I did not read. The switches serves to switch, was malfunction out malfunctioning using a switch. user air ok. Yeah now go swab. Of course. Swab in the deck is my middle name, which particularly oh, Would you like to say that, as there is no deck outside because spaces vacuum. They are now go swathed bathroom decks, get it. There monsieur soon sisters, scooter leaving with his cap leaving air. No, don't worry, I gotta chalkboard in my room, my whole rooms, chalkboard. Remember all the walls in the ceiling in the floor.

Luckily, I have ventilation system, but I don't worry I'll write that user ere. You read the switch that's what I was sister you right. you know what I learned from all these sisters is take a pause, sir pause. When now my strong feel since the I am so grateful for that and is this another chancery remember to just pause. When because of it and learn from you. I don't even remember pausing, that's how good you are sisters. That's how this sir, integrated learning, where I just keep writing it over and over user air, ok I'll, do that later. Oh well, dream about. Thank you sisters, leaving leaving the bridge scooter, leaving the bread. Thank you. ok, so now if too, I guess, I'm and allied out here on our hugger girder am hughley. I'm going to embrace it like em like em,

with three miles, extra wrapped around in my arms, wrapped around it then I can hear no It sounds like stand, is calling me so scooter here here, hugging me yet stan surrey, scooter you been stand I have been trying to get here to help in the just again side tracked sorry, bout, I'm! So sorry, I'm late stan scooter. Been of well I've been concerned that you are. Gonna come so let's go to school. Can I tell you what's goin on, Her stand. Go ahead, scooter short on, were, were having a sash shortage. And were short on sash is ended,

so we're in a castle. Scooter look out over there that sixty debts is that everybody was here within the castle was in the kingdom. I guess. As in the castle. Walls stand susan, but it soon What are the one of those people scooter? I know the difference have they have we'll shoot? That's it I know, but you know you really use are we also did in we'll around? I mean they look like we'll scooter, but those odor as part of their by they're, not machines. Ok, let me just Ok. So what are these people called? The their brains, scooter, ok, and you have a sash of shortage, a shortage of sashes. scooter. We do I'm proud of you for being able to sew a school rushed back up it. Look confused, but I know that I god he at some point. There is I trouble here. That's why

there's a castle in every it lives in the castle walls, but there used to be other castles in these people were all Br br berber like Brutus, you know, remember: Brutus sets like a nickname right or blue blued. Oh ok Hey, I got you even though these are different than humans. They behaved in a human scooter, a direct sentient beings, say ok now consciousness. Another scooter, just the committee now rider wait stan you're doing by the way. You're doing great. I'm sorry, I'm late, but it seems like you've been doing the best job he could, which is pretty darn good or score you'll. Be proud of me, then, so scooter. What I found out was the header: yet there was a bunch of group state in all get along because they all want it. I guess it. Deep down, like kind of like I learned from you. They wanted to be seen for some special

They wanted to be seen and say: hey you're doing a good job, but They couldn't see that also could seize as Adam made him grouchy or they say I'm gonna go. Do this thing in it'll. Get me it'll help me feel that way. And they were very focused on likud party the school sometimes at like now me feel now indeed, this. Ok, To their cause, a lot of chaos in this world shirts The strong disagreement, dance, offs, big farm visits oak, That doesn't sound great wasn't scooter. When I got here was not great. It was both bill, bleaker, ok and then what happen will score. I tried it. or to them reason with them in all didn't work. Ok, and then what happened.

Eventually, I stumbled upon this idea. I don't remember when, because some of it again is not clear, I think so liquor eagerly ticker magical ticketing machine. You are telling me about it, stan. I got so mad, but I didn't want a beginner wishes. I was frustrated scooter us having a strong, strong feelings. also by the wish good. I found some of the wheel this being so attractive. that's good. That's good was good distracting, but They behaved in way like a laker. Ok, see you Feeling she uttered at some point is scooter. They did my fee. things were not returned, but I was also massages processing. My feelings not sharing them stay in europe. I'm so proud of you scooter will so I started ticker taping.

Now my feelings or fruit liquor. You know what the other stuff we did with laker when at one when my first crush in my second crush. Yes, your writing, like love, poetry of something will know, is more yes, yes, processing. and then somebody said like a shrine of meet again: have these councils of peace or whatever one time I just started, shooting out ticker, taper and so I was like what is. They were all mesmerized by it. Like Kazumi note, the wind was blowing, I was rare, you know, is shooting out like an out of control or receipt printer. and I saw they were like dad. Someone said the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, and I saw that's what I was thinking about. This will. Based being that, I was tracked. It too. And I mean so. I printed and I gave to them. in every everyone was stunned in their face scooter they were like

even though it was like, Again, I know, meaning those exact words right out, saying, see some special anew and Should the words I could put to it when I was like I just expressing myself, you take her tape. Ok so you're! it didn't adventure, let you don't have a relationship with them, but it made them feel special in good to be too, to a you're seeing them as such. It is something special scooter neighbour, the leader of one of the other groups. And then everyone started clamoring now. Luckily my processors were all firing and I realized oh will. Oh also it started raining, so it didn't all happen once scooter, but I realized, oh, that deteriorated to take your tape. Doesn't lesson reign in enjoy stumble upon this idea, shared sashes for peace in aid,

giving out sashes to everyone. And I learned it only works if it's real. And then I started having a workers saga process enough: a rama, cereals to keep turning sashes and then I had manufacturer sash with sash printers and then he knows, stash raw material creators. Also. I can't leave this tower or anything scooter, so I can do so. I had to anyway. Isn't it it hasn't been great an amp. Eventually, if, as long as keep putting out the sashes in seeing people and have to interview them when I have fill out stuff and then and then so I can just process and be ready for them stay, nearly processing powers, always probe impressive thanks, but so be it

We're almost out of sat raw materials for sashes. I feel like something about this area. The people they just don't seem to be doing good, even with their sashes in feeling scene and only ass wild. Then I have to give him a new sash, and it just seems like this- is some sort of some sort of scooter guide is circus. Stop gap measure something. we're scooter. So I don't know what to do next to. Ok, so maybe we have to discourage you did what happened next for you, because, even though you make any sashes would also be tried, because I know you stand scooter Right so I tried to come up with something better than sashes laker, but everything was resourceintensive. Sue tried, trophies they didn't. Worker Small wards, great digital rewards tried sky riding with lasers at night, sir.

I tried giving out, you know, speeches sir liquor now giving our war, but the very short it'll have a lot of patience on this planet. Scooter. Ok, Do you think anybody knows? Is that things? Aren't you like that that this is in a sustainable way of life. scooter. No and I think this is something about this area mean I'm stuck in this tower. Of course, now everybody on the whole planet, I think lives near by which I mean he harder boy. and we get really come up here, look at that is at the top of the tower scooter look. There should not, therefore, in the distant seal that there's those mountains in their oh yeah, Like a re run of this riparian area, this seems to be watershed. Yeah and the serious gonna dried out and scooter there. oh go there. Ok,

show her so heavy tried telling them. They're not allowed to go there or that they are challenging them. Screwdriver You were right in sync, scooter. At first I said: if anybody wants a bigger sasha, they could go explore. That area. the they said. Oh, we don't go there. So then I started giving out sashes chauffeur. No one can go there. If you wanna sash, but actually sit. Ok, I want I want my sash now. Ok, so they don't want to wait, sir. They don't want to go into the area. That seems to be where they would flourish. they have wheels? I think that's more of a distraction from me.

You know I've seen one day, a real, listen to what I think I heard in your story other than it sounds like you kind of ahead you someone out in new didn't reciprocate and sound like you are dealing with a pretty good scooter, it didn't go, we didn't get like I. I just said I saw my feelings Zubaydah, I cried. Ok, did you make them A shoemaker your face, like a few, make your face, says everything and you hoped at the other person, can't see it scooter. I do he's good. I did a thinker it's like blushing if you were injected with something you don't like to eat. She there, stan? Show scooter Ok, okay, wondering other than that is stuck out to me, was set when, like the wind, licked or something else about the sash right that initially in the sashes I'm looking around in there that's part of their wheeling is

the billowing of the san ashes. Ok, what are you getting at just thinking, if, if further Impatient chair we f. Maybe we need to be patient interest except so what? If we start yup like now lake. Like rigour, you're gonna run sash material. So this is, we do have to do some so put some giant sashes in the forest. Where they're gonna blow it, maybe They essentially are going have to trust you unless you're you're, you know your power in processing power I'm pretty sure you'll be build, do a faster than you even think care and Maybe entice it more, like maybe put some sound syn. I know what other natural beings are since sir, in

What sir scooter, I'm doing it you see those who see a year, your power assumed sums go out with you, stand scooter, I'm trying to fix things here. So you but some deeper deeper in the forest stem liquor. Like a weeny it for a ride like it a theme park. And in the uk in now started, put out a message, when you meet with your people,. He and let's see we're gonna, do I dunno. Saw nobody's moving towards those. Ok. Should then when you do, when you have your meetings with meat may be searched, askew avoided, communicate with everybody scooter. I do because that's how I can get everything ready. And there's gonna be another, and so to do another sash presentation, everyone what she said, everybody to. Ok. So

Think what we gotta do is sam. We're gonna get you out of this tower, stan. screw, I can't leave ok, You can't leave gotta get you out of town would like it to people out of the town. And I think you can you can Physically leave her ok Well, here's the thing stan, I'm in a hurry, If I'm gonna go deep in the forest and follow the sashes scooter donna cause, I need your help in you'll have to like you'll have to figure out a way to get out of the tower yourself. and then we all so probably have to like, if, if you get out of town where we have to launch the tower lakers, so if you could try, you're out, great odin launch the tower, but would now

with you in it, sir scooter you do do is I do I still open and started to count down score When I listening to you And oh, no, I'm not like. I think, because you know it it's part of the plant scooter. I don't want to so ominous good score. I don't score the towers gonna want shy. Ok, who have you got a little bit time? No right cause. I gotta leave in their you'll join me. skewer. I will ok because I don't want to be. I want to hang out with you scooter. and I want to hang out. You stand, I'm sure you'll figure it out. I know you can't leave the tower and we also get this tower offered planets. Without you, in it or any of the year, the brains so I'll see you later, these lovely super. These were floating sash is sir school

You could stay, though, you're not going to really leave you just using this as a technique. Kind of Thank you. You have to leave chew, causes jane, I think the only thing whole new bag is her scream. I too. Ok sure that'll get us to leave a yogurt scooter. Okay, so maybe so so my source, you just say. Well, though I like her Just like austria- and we can always come back to this planet- is fishing get the tower, but a barbaric and assist this isn't like it, you never to return, but you probably won't it's probably know is scooter that we're, but like what you see what's out there? Then you We have to get everybody outside of the tower and into the woods, but I think Being a tower, ok,

Good, so let's go down why everybody? switch stand here. This is scooter hazy, east from earth saturday scooter. hey everybody haber. If I'm scooter, and scooter used to everybody. I banned. You know If there were banned everybody from going deep into the woods, sir I have been thinking a lot about the hands in all of the sash. Is everybody needs an, A band scooter from wearing sash is sir, because I started to look at all the algorithms I saw like I dunno for anybody else notices these things about scooter. but there is just not enough to say there who was it? He was too much for one says: she's the one person I mean. I think a lot of people are like that. Maybe I don't know anybody else feels that way. You can't be

summed up in one suit at sash know best friend, ever most likely most of you know he's got so many things. I could go on. One sash. So. I told him: he'd have no sashes like he's gone, be he's beyond the sash band him from ever wearing sash ever again and almost nobody else feeling that data is like wide mean. I feel this said we know I'd like to excuse me is someone who beer uniting beyond this to you. I heard This place is deep in the woods there were those who like those sashes, sir calling me in We ve ban may now to go stan by the time I heard that you could go. There is reflective water deepen that. Would you could look in the water and see yourself as you really are.

And I want to see if I could see what would you say you see in me out enough. I can I may have to ban myself from seeing what I see you know. But I see a lot of these sashes around no one. what would be look? Why look will feel like air if you're? We feel like you're. Not you know, just Greatest smiler in the land. But you are the greatest smiler lynn end you pretty So, in a time dying here, Answer would have those are a book, but Of your wheels That is a girdle in my maybe it in you may, looking at the reply I don't know, but in a were banned from go in there. But I'm going because I I wanna feel I dunno there's something in me. I don't know if anybody else can relate to says. If I see that sir

in a really see it. You. What I see it and all of you is weird to laker. I feel something to me stirring. When I see they were how great all of you are you it'd, be faster than me with your wheels anyway. I can't imagine, would it be like to be there and vienna. This person there would then be able to share with everybody out. Sir. Oh stan scooter worth are all gone. It do Work stan worked by let work together a school and so to the towers, can watch in a few minutes. We should go you we shall walk together, stan cigarettes. Walk right out of the tower yea thinking, tat the world will base being left to yes, good. We go and look in the water.

I don't think we're gonna be able to stand. Something is happening, but it's not happening to our friendship or to our ability to be friends and work together. So We'll be back together soon scooter there The tower launching yeah, pretty sure that towers like as soon as liza atmosphere, will both be deepest sleep again. school. What do you mean you? let us see you again soon stan scooter, you saying none, I'm nuts, anything like that! This is metaphorical. I literally see you again in the future. we never left. Will you be waiting for you keep waiting for me, stan burma we can always come back here and see it. think of letting go. And seeing no. Maybe you should go in the woods and see reflection as you walk off a pen. Pals stands door, stand em right behind you, so I see

We got this plan and I think we got a delusion off this planet to end more than that. met wheeled based beings, pen pair. I think this a first eminent, organic, we'll based being Who is afraid to look because Frida would stare show still now, my brain is like when you look more like what some men like what is it were, and I suggest, very brain, so things your face temporarily family bacon ins inside, It stand inside a ship inside my bunk soon, but I'll keep I suggest you and innovation, stand and I will figure this out. There's all you can only be so much pollution in the universe spend pale. Will you to the end of its soon and I'll come see you tonight

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