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heroin junkie start the show. Thank u verse, bonds! Hoopskirt! Yes, I'm really I'm trying to get addicted to nicotine I'd island. I take them. just get like spicy throat, I my stomach, starts like you're, like hiccups, poison, I mean that's your body, true yeah, trying to get into arsenic to say why everyone doesn't want them dude. I want to take them and then like write like hemingway esque novels yeah. That is definitely what they do. Oh, my god, my writing skills. Fifty percent better than amazing, will do thanks for doing this for real. I appreciate it. Man, anytime, postponement, so excited to hang out with you coming down on. My new thing now is a take charge. Attitude I'm gonna take charge, can do attitude so yeah we're starting to sing up right. Now we got hussein's, and I got my fuckin matcha hell, yeah yeah man will dude so? I will not list. I always feel where's journeys are like.

I know you. I know your stuff. I, like I like solomon, the gospel I idolize it last the last couple of nights. I sort of watched that very fucking sick. so how do I not be formal aware but like? How did you? What was your early experiences what guy you and all the stuff. Well, I just I don't know of your life trajectory or anything. I dunno like how you inhale into the midnight gospel or into what life in general. Oh Jodie, your childhood, my I'm thinking about that. Your mom was a therapist and I got banged by my dad the rio imperator now. Why would anyone say with the patient was a patient of hers, nanoscience? It became a therapist really yeah. So but he was a patient you. She was visiting him. She was doing like service work, and so he was a patient at the brunt. his wake, is a closed down, but it was an what they call a mental asylums. You know, I don't think that, not anymore, but yes, it a middle asylum. She,

was doing like service works, you bring them food or little toys and staff like they like to play a toys and late, so she brought him as she loved telling in this She brought him this, like a rat like a baby you're out, o o you'd, be surprised how many people the sound just fucking love baby rattles as me. Sorry target one second Is this? Are you fuck of these are real story? Yeah shit, sorry and societal not turn this off in measures, no blood sugar phases? so yeah they love, rattles and stuff varies toy. His bells and now that pass fires, but he loved this fuckin rattle any lost it, but she bought an extra. oh yeah says she gave now. It was so happy so exuberant, though,

She put his like he. She saw through the madness that history of crime and serve the people out there and they may love. What's in in the asylum she its fired, you can't hump in a minute right. He gets out because of some kind of like loophole in you know: she's pretty get married life, yeah, and that was just the idea at present. Is that is knowledge story. I dunno. I do that. I knew you're fucking with me, but then I didn't want to be like yeah right, you're. Sorry, you did a good job, pretending you believe me. I half believed yeah. There was a very gullible person yeah man, I just I don't know about what had wheeled to start preconception ike, I don't I do know you ever. Do you not think where you try to figure out why you are aware europe and in the end,

You can't none of it really makes it look in the same way. We wake up from a dream ones: second you're, like in a cave. or is it a tiger stalking outside the gave the next year in a bar with an ex girlfriend, but now it all in the dream. I dont think like what the fuck there the tiger area. As you know, is similar. It feels the same way and waking items here either ida very embarrassing, dream. Last night, yeah It wasn't anything like terrible like it was just I've, been there I think about a lot is how I used to always prime us for awhile. I got diluted to the point where I was like. I don't really care about stuff, other people care about other people care about that. She had not me, I'm not I don't know what you're doing here like I'm, not one of those people like impairment of other people, I way above it and I'd be like paying attention to that because reading this book on, like yomi and stuff about how your brain sends you basically images from the external world to try to explain in your internal world to you through the images yeah. I'm a guy have come

pumped on that, I had a dream last night. This is this data by the reality of my life. I had a dream. Last night, I'm in a car, some of the girls obama and I'm like I don't even care they want to go. How can we want to fall and ice isla slipped, and I want to catch him, and then bicep was bulging and I was like god bro no big deal. I turned everyone. Did you see my bicep right that I woke up and I'm, like god, dammit dude? I care just like everybody else. Yeah looks like a pathetic dream of a yohji go see my bicep do and it is funny how your brain sends you messages. We like yam above that shit. Oh my god, your brain so for the little cries for help yelling a sad pathetic at neurological attempts to like get you back to where you are, but here it's It's amazing, really yeah! dude. I know I just the the whole situation. Ears is ridiculous, mean were like having a north thwarted. Constantly with this

this thing. I'd have to keep feeding in bathing and what's the problem you can't deny, I try to deny it all the time I tried it. the thing I didn't watch porn fully made to try to make it for a year. Now, let's get job I made for nine months, but was pretty good. but then he just started thinking about it constantly like. Why might as well be watching I'm thinking about lord and it it's just this like vicious loop. I can never that's it yeah, you just you. You know You never really quit anything. If you constantly thinking about it, you just internalize the addiction and you're getting off on the echo is being around in your head, though it's like you, know, health, you know when you're, not thinking about reveal your healthy. You know that means you're. No health Usually it's just like a lack of symptoms. To the point where you're, just taking that current state for granted like when you've, really kick something you don't even think about it, which is

we hear the relationship is truly over when you're, not thinking about the person it's yet the. Quality of the mind like engulfs, external reality in echo's, it simulates said razor. Exit kills. It now stop. That is very frustrating for sure. That sucks meant I was personally think you're above at all the dream, the rear gripping obama like just so you know I'm not impressed by you at all everyone did you just see what I just did that all I want to be above it all. I want to breach like a fucking whale right, out of default reality and look down on all these world wings and roll. My fucking way allies. You know and then just go back down. I guess I'll be with your world lings for a little bit longer, but it just that you can't. The problem is if we, if, if everything you see is approximation of neurological approximation me by your mind and then you,

can't be above anything because everything you're seeing is your mind. So I have a fucking it above that fuck you you're a fucking joe, using its like on twitter. Neither by big twitter apparently is ex growing through my timeline, I'm just like god, damn in fuckin twitter, so this shit is for everyone, so fucking negative, and then I remember I followed every one of these people, like I decided the two out of their realities there now burdening me with whatever the fuck. It is their bidding I invited them in this. Is all my fault. I did this. Is this your univer as a creation of yours yeah, you hold timeline the absurd yeah, that's that's it thing online right now words like I love you want to send reels and stuff to each other. Like look at this fucking cringey loser and you send it to your friends like yeah, he's a fucking piece of shit shit and then you're like haha I'll catch myself doing this for hours. I'm like what the fuck, you might do it

slow minute. Crucifixion check out this walking losing aimed at summer. Ass of judge me. That's all if you walk around in public, in its again? It is like this is a vicious circle of because it's like, oh, I Listen when people talk, I lay eavesdrop and its I swear to. God is ninety percent of the time. You'll see two ladys. You guys were it a lot of them, I can hear delays conversation better but, like they'll, be like fucking like. they're always talking about another person, our how their failing as I swear to god. If you just sit around in a public place, it's nonstop conversations relic fucking cynthia's be fucking bitch, yeah, I'm like I'll, be like dude people are so fucking night and I'm like. Oh I'm talking to you on them, and it's like exactly is there any is india's a badge, I'm a bad cynthia's, a bitch, but why is she a bitch she's, a fucking bitch, because everyone around her talking shit about other people, so just acca you're, just it's and it's a fucking, never ending neurological,

echo for rating around like the universe, and if it's just totally normal to see you, with me- is different, meaning we obviously we as supreme we rise. What are you saying in agreement that you said I rise above humanity like what you say. The eagle falcon there was a unified do sell. If you don't do this, I like pulling terrible things in a cloud of ass. Well, I don't May I just like for the where it gets really hilarious, is then. Ok, so you now you are absent because you have not met here, whatever particular ridiculous spiritual watermarks, to be out when you have a lot of people are just like it's insane legal area. You know what that is. I do you now mere says we like there's numb Jesus whose like nothing,

tat. Is you not exactly how many lives than anything short of that? I am furious itself. The final Worse is that you end up talking shit about yourself to yourself, so you don't first year you're talking about other people, my ear mentally fabulous, what's wrong with them. then your mount at yourself, because you recognize this is not a way to live. If I'm going to be perturbed by other people, idiocy you just gonna be in how look at you look at you. You pay that piece of shit sitting at a fucking Whole foods eavesdropping like a pervert on fucking, so accurately itself. First you're crucifying them there spying, cynthia, your crucifying assimilate version of them. Then you crucified simulated version of yourself in the Gaza strip and in it it's a never ending iterative wave of self of crucifixion

it's everyone's just nail in the fucking nails through hands all day long every day is exhausting. Have you ever tried to crucify someone I mean? I think of. I think I bet one thing. Happy about Jesus. I bet he's pretty easy. There. If I, but he's also kind of idea, I don't seem fighting like you didn't know struggle, there's no punching but I bet like a lot of other people in those days didn't rule- has been in your face and stuff spit in your face. Puking on you do veer, pace, sweat, fear stink. I will talk to people very there, always like duty like I'm like it was probably so different back then like it wasn't that different on my fucking was due to walk and see like a duty head on a spike that way different view. Even if people still argued and shit like what,

inside your house and see a dude severed head on it for for like doing something, not that bad, probably you doubt god damn I want to. I don't know how to turn it off. I see I'm going to explain Backstory of this is really embarrassing to you. Your mom had sex with a mental patient. I can't believe you lied to me. I'm sorry that was that was very funny because I was like there's no way, there's a real than your leg and then they may love, and I'm like He kind of sea it. Let me see- in turn. This thing I do tat. You should probably keep it up to life's lifesaving dramas. Ire I am, I don't think you can You can see. I can change the alert sounds it is really fun ambient siren israeli women pocket You're gonna die grim, reaper, yelling, you're, good. hold on one? Second, this is really bad podcasting, I'm so sorry this problem is, I guess I have a little ear and fact

since I had to get on stairway Stu two area. Tat too. I clear my ear. and it pushes your blood sugar up when I say this asshole all day long is like? Oh, that's, there's only wire connected ashes taken the glucose measurement. It connects to needle is stuck in my army. Constant blood sugar reports, which is the most annoying for conveying because my why, like thank Jesus, it used to connect to my wife's phone and it just stopped which is so great, so she would get kind of like if you ate a cookie you're like a car alarm, but you would start your thing will go off, I'm like what they believe is a tagged. Animal attract me knows my fucking blood sugar level, every god damn fucking. Second, then it's it's! It's wonderful, because she's just trying to keep me alive, but for sure it's obviously very

it does take the fun out who stole the cohesion. The cookie jar- it dies? I knew me could invade it's like brutal. I don't want to I don't want to, but I don't want you to do a bob saget. What happened to bob saget Ave would happen to him immediately hit the head with a hammer or something he wasn't blood sugary fuckin like at a bloodied. It was something terrible in a hotel room that no one understands, but can you not? put that in my fucking head, true about to go in the row, you're going to die, he's worried, you're gonna die in hotel. Now when I'm like, taking a shower after a show. I'm like look down at the floor, I'm like howard. If I slip and fucking hit, my head thing starts going off and oh yeah, about that with old age. Its I hear they all they tumbled. When you're old, you formally break your femur, and you have to know its common. I mean this. Is it's just so it's scary. They get stuck in bathtubs. You think we should let them drive or super old people know yeah. I think I don't think so I mean if I can't, if okay, so, if I'm not allowed to drive after a couple of vodka sodas, that's good! Why the fuck are you

loud to drive when you know You you, your brain is: is it I hope of I'm melting? It's like you have trip or vision. We the blurry shit you're on a cocktail of medications. Go ahead, no drive all day long, led to Varga service. Your car is gone. Yeah. You don't know what day it is yeah. I saw an old couple cutting through. I was like watching them drive like kind of arguing with each other and both slumped over the wheel, and I'm like you really db, the child again, there was a holy fuck, the driving either they're trying terrify nothing. I saw an old lady run over people outside a church. One time. Oh She does space down is slowly wasn't too fast, which he fucking late ten miles. An hour of the card does fuck you up. Duties at bargain is hit. Three people. I can not it is out of man. It was some awful dark p. Written by a forensic like, firstly, does autopsies and describe

like describing the look on the face of a grandmother after she's backed the car over grandchild, head? Oh the smell of the grand childs brain in the air get that in my brain you, I guess brains. I use it to stay here. It's not your fucking means or pungent nasty could yeah there. There. There is apparently a brain smile, at least, if you like, an autopsy yeah esther when they call them how bout tat master is a good idea, but you our task massacre her legacy properties gordon ramsay about we, whereas women might get sick of like crew, true crime into star, watching like horrific autopsies yeah, I, cutting dead people, god ever meets ever meta like at some we're taker now. a boy we for a second was outside a funeral said: hey so sorry

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asking you what music journalism do I you're getting so there's a lady gaga. The ass, if it were a hundred years ago, are like they're, not thinking about like once I was in there and there are playing such a bad good terms and in a very few man, flogging a dead shot in my win. Now, do you hear waiting this for you making fun of me at that point. Yeah you're rubbish you're, getting like the darth vader fucking that shit that destroy planets with yes into, and it's just so yeah the the when It's that level of just profit motive in they. Now man, people of work, to figure out how do we may get faster like What is the maximum dose of radiation that we can give to make it faster with the least possibility of some new?

you have in Baghdad explode, but you want to keep em fuck and move in, like lecturer in your ear like come on, guys, meetings are probably gazing, get african copies. True, you gotta give faster man with we can fit in to more people a day, the course of a year. That's a million! half a million dollars trivia. They get you pumped up yeah, that's it as they pride I am thinking. Maybe they know how to do it and like keep your in, but they want your hair to fall out. People like oh yeah. I got my shit done it like that way. They know you're advertising radiation you're like yeah, I got radiation. I should probably get yeah dude? I might get it. I might just get blessed. Oh it sucks. You heard a horrible yeah. It's terrible makes you sick, like preventative medicine, though just going to once a year to get I'm going to start getting chemo just fucking get chemo once preventative chemo prophylactic yeah with a burn it out. Yeah just don't go for egypt, my body will regenerate it'd, be nice yeah yeah it might it might

Might not sure I get very sick, they were telling me and I, when I was choosing between radiation and chemo, because I was thinking the same thing like let's just fucking fire up the difference, one I can read like the doctors, give radiation you're like you're the guy who now they you. When you get cancer, it becomes the worst gambling game of your life, because it's all just probability so few chemo, you will have. Maybe one per cent less chance of the cancer, recurring with testicular cancer. The is usage certainly, but if you do that, your lungs might turn into goop. your lungs might just fuckin dissolve now the asian there's o o o ye one year you one percent more of a chance, they won't catch it. Won't it won't. Do it and you might become infertile so you're like ok.

Lungs in the goop becoming fertile. One percent was that percent. Look like this. They make all these weird decisions that they can't make for. You have to choose the true yeah, in, but so yeah chemo it it from what I've heard like nasty. It's it's a girl, its nasty, but he thought of people have done in a super high. Not never hails get you get trail yet for you to full height, chemo high, alas boy I'll get out, we know soon dude. No, I I I am be the ear. If anybody out there like his recovered from the floor, because it's is scary, diagnosis terrify, but less carry them used to be true cobra was everyone had a face death at once? I was the better. I did like that about that everyone had to be like. I might die me too. I will I was living there. I believe in every year some p everyone met me at like some terrible is happening, we're all going to die. I was like, I know. Dude I've been thinking this

day. My whole life did their work well reality and it will do a nightmare scenario, is like you're acting to key, Shit run in the way you ve got it running. You really needed in the west. You you get that you get. An idea out of peoples had so you know, people think about daddy about death your priorities, any change! You need the price need to be on, like you know, in cool, share you're, getting a six pack, You know whatever improving the way you look or improving your ear surroundings in some way, but the moment the whole planet still, I suddenly realized that they were all we could dietaries hours wipe in my growth listing a break pain spray. My groceries with fire. Weird problem, very, not good, for you saw yes chemicals in industry you win the beginning, we had no idea tat. Nothing could be anything

I just had a kid. I had my first kid as soon as it started, and it was just like I told my wife like bro. This is just dear old, like will to see what happens like same say, might have a pandemic fresh pandemic baby bear! Oh, my god. That is why man, it was cool because I gambled lake, whatever like it is what it is, and then I get all pan down as a failure. yeah. I knew it was right about it. I knew it dude there was a underlining, since this is proving to be ok, I found that too, but they probably felt that during the spanish flu in the biggest shrilly, everybody felt that during bubonic play. swear, whatever few people here and there it'll just be a month it'll be a month. I remember that I will be back to normal. Oh there were yeah, it's so odd that we went through that and it's just a few years ago It's also amazing that we ve almost gone back to normal. You know, it's always a fact. Apart, we didn't even get a break. There wasn't evenly hey guys. I was really fucked up everyone's chill

wow a week. It was just like fate it right back in a normal life, hell yeah, I was wearing wait. What the fuck was at all that about you, gotta get the economy moving again his thinking. If is gonna collapse, if we don't get it, back to normal. They had to get it back to normal yeah. My friend I was his scary. Predict she's like I'll. Tell you what's going to happen. Everything's just gonna go back to normal and one's gonna think about it much anymore and that's what's there scary humans. We bounce right back into the old pattern. True what what did we? What do you want like what new? What's the new pattern? A new holiday, I said we should have had a new day yeah, exactly like a like a covert teeth, kind of thing where it was like you got out as the day we were like we're done with that everyone's we've, we've rid ourselves of the nasty virus. Yeah never has a day where there's like go outside and a day off www memory that yeah you dig at the weekend.

I married other shit that seems far less important. The teacher appreciation to give me a fucking break. Let's replace that with covert day as what I'm saying kobe and I'm trying. What would you do as I'm trying to think what would a holiday be the holiday close talk? Everyone close talks know it's going to be like attacking other people on twitter row, euro yeah yeah a guy. It's like a what do they call. It was a philosophical when people do this, the man I hate it when people are familiar, the philosophical, with the argumentative errors. You know logical, fallacies, logical yeah, sliding my straw, man and blah blah blah suddenly you're in the game of chess. When you wanted to have a conversation with and now they do. But it's appeal to authority, so that was a huge tat was like that. Culture of the pandemic was appeal to authority. You know shit, who are you that dumb fuck. I know you

You don't know anything about fuckin science and art of suddenly expert on fuckin science will on either side of the fence dear either. You are an expert on how mass Don't work vaccines are deadly or suddenly you're an expert on the other side in nobody knows. Where do? I would try to retain that infamy. I'd watch like a twenty minute, video of a guy being like, and then, if you look at the double blind placebo and I'm like, I got that part and then they'd be like and then it's a point o three variability rate. I'm like. I could probably my brain. While I figure that one out, if I just keep going just trying to people got into my out o man you're smart, like we re the double three fuck you didn't give terror double born, study, you're, doing great trial. You went to college it did. I m a masters and social. Very you go you see you. I too take statistics, you I don't know. They. Let you take statistics, there are like you, don't have to know. The math just know that, like if you dont have a

enough sample size the proud that the study studies probably bullshit. I remember, though, that makes sense. I remember the feeling n equals fifty three. That's not a lot of people, and I was like that makes sense, but you have to do any of the math. You had to learn the scientific method that you understand. True Why certain? Some research makes it a scientific journals why Doesn't you understand stringent and fucked up every every anything you are too anything you you're doing that? Could change the science or change the No matter how info tat. Only my new. through such a never ending rigorous series of analyses that by the time it makes it in its like holy fuck. That's probably true, but you know I don't think most aren't they. Most people understand that in turn to add insult to fuck an injury. Suddenly its people were, I don't do your own research advice,

against people even trying to eliminate themselves on what any of the ship means every getting these like like I don't know, do really dumb down summaries intense scientific research that here It is confusing to the scientists themselves who are real scientists will say I don't know you have no idea. We have no idea. This could be something we don't know. Science, never like this. Is it yeah? This is no way he did. It's always like well right now. This is where we're at, but it could change at any second So I think fuckin sacked and you got medical, fascists out there and you got fuckin I like guy people who are like one black out away from burning witches in their. Let us not forget that some things also itself. It was really shooting very sad for everybody, but it was like it was

It's cool, though, to watch everyone just kind of have to take a second and be like holy fuck. Am I die? My whole family, my fucking die, and everyone got real, weird everyone get into weird. I got super weird. I was like my basement constantly. Was trying to start like I guess I've always been ruined psychology, but I got leg. I started I start this whole thing where I was like. I was going to reconceptualize psychology as it is, I'm the light startling in a like and a a thing, but now for people on drugs and it'll, spread online cool and like out, I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing, I'm like all the train people in this modality they'll train other narratives like yes, that's a pipe dream as like a pandemic get it. I was like what the fuck was. I do you are almost isaac. Newt I mean the difference was close yeah if they could yeah. If I could have fucking taken a longer break, I would have figured out have to be a maniac like those people. That's the other thing, the the the the picture of the scientists. Is this pristine, stable, normal person Newton had mercury in his hair like one?

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The first time was young was tellin him about bog men of northern germany. So there's these guys who, like from prehistoric, I'm still in this lake in the lake, at a certain type of acid, in the water that melted bones, but leather, their scandia, so they they dig up these bog men in Youngstown. They will get a big like psychoanalysis. Luncheon is again these guys are like preserve forty. Forty are bogged down a big one you talk about all these dead guys. You say I think you want me to die. You ve death wish against. We need fuckin would faint, and the other time they're talking I'll, get egyptian pharaoh and there are like freud well yeah. The guy is such a bitch and young was like nah, he actually roared and four. It was like ugh sound woke up. Like did you hate me, so physiology analyzing, each other's intentions of theirs paranoid there

just I mean if I was young and I'd hang out with freud, all the fucking time and knew I could make him pass out. It's pretty tough talking about mummies freud was young, was humble bragging in that book. He did memories dreams reflections. He was like yeah I made yoga I made for ipad. I said nerd like a ditch. If I give you could make Foi pass out, you do it too. There is there's a kid in elementary school, this poor, I dunno what his problem was, but for some reason, if food was mixed in front of him. He would throw up in so late. you know it's elementary school in her. He had caught on that. His is a possibility of port at lunch. In your sitting with him, you again start mix in your food, and you can always here go no longer. Please please don't need the fuckin start when makes in the ordinary fuck a path of inducing

Yeah, usually, what crumble your city majority, but what exactly is crazy to do you just mix and mix in Yeah, so I give this that's what young was doing it freud you no different than that. Just aggression and like freud oppressive anyway, embarrassing to pass out when you're like supposed to be this famous it's the same when healing others, mind yeah, you can't even hear a story about a fucking mummy to bother them passing out and then you're going to be like you're trying to kill me like you just want to fucking, kill me or you hate me. Why won't you say amara if they would all he liked would apparently concept, they talk about homosexual self reproduction, we're back then If you were is a funny idea, but they're saying like there is a level to which, if you're like the material world, not good enough, are you having a family is not good enough for you, you want it

make yourself in cologne yourself into another. Mail is called homosexual self. Reproduction self reproduction words like ominous, going with all my knowledge you have to propagate my large and that the whole idea was that scenario, like nah man. Really, that's, not my cup of tea, that is the threatening his like the part of him that would live on and like conquer death. Basically, why that's why he was passing out with young, be like I'm kind of in the mummies right now and he's like? Oh yeah, just cool. Well, I didn't know that that is how I knew they had ten in between them, but he thought he was like you're going to carry this on, because he came up with this idea and, as you got older started kind of coming as he was like it's all about fucking coming for the most there's more to it, but he was like Sex is the most important. Other people were like nah, there's other stuff as important yeah and he would spaz and be like dude. If you fucking say that I'm going to kill you like you, don't you're fucking, my shit, fucking choke you till your go,

Do you see all do it? Mister? He was trying to be used. Like I'm right. I fully pinned down the human mind. May not you know, maybe he wasn't that whatever, but he was like this is the deal. yeah, don't tv and they are all these followers really gonna things. While this and you don't you fuck, you yeah that that is the sort of there's a coat leader. quality, and that is undeniable and end with young tee. I mean people, Young was like the next second coming of Christ. Lee was near, say value so advanced in the air. he was you don't understand any of his shit? I read it and I'm like how fucking what you're talking about? Oh god, it is so mind warping that stuff yeah and he like his red book It really hard to understand that and he didn't he live in a tower. You like ended up like living in a tower at one point like he yeah. He build a stone house for himself and it's like we're, always weird symbols and in all this shit and he just kind of like chill there quiet, I don't think he even had electricity. I think he just like yeah chilled out the stone house into some light on the fucking man,

yeah fuck and saw about ethics every day. Though he was a dream ass. He was like, I know about dreams fuck, for I do he I remember reading about you when he was doing when you is like school. If you're studying cycle, gee you would have to. Work in mental asylum in how some schizophrenia, It was like rambling about how the sun had a cock. You know the story than I have ever thing you want to talk about. It is not about forgot yeah. Go in then he, like you remit some obscure book of, like I think it was african mythology in this schizophrenic was completely articulate, during this really weird some branch of some form of like son, worship in africa, but with great deeds well in that was when he started

meaning that this idea of a collective line that we all share a mind. That's inhabit, with the symbols that show up and stories, but it's the stories might be different. Charlie, but the symbols and is more see the same. Really brilliant. Looking sector. Freud hated that shit that, because you wanted to be all square in that stuff, was so none it's scientific to him. I think he wanted to be like you just want to bone. Your mom dude he's like let's never forget. What's really important is bony our moms yeah, you wouldn't fucking you wanna fuck yourself, you suck your sisters, fuck

If that is driving, you are lay on the couch. With your vulgar right, you're right or did you did you know yeah, especially because back then sex was like. You really didn't talk about it at all. No, I do to get voters back then it'd be like, like their whole job was on the line. Yeah I got a boner in, like nineteen twelve you'd be like fuck. They would already have fired fuck dude, I'm part of the fucking nail right now and you had to just hold it down totally cool and as there's something so sexy about not being allowed to have a boner. It's like a super. Exactly is a self perpetuating loop now you're, just like you're going to be special we formulate media sam and be a bad boy boy with a boner pie. when my wife's going to be so mad at me, and I'm gonna have to say well, I got fired, I have fired for uncontrolled Boehner's write your sister, a letter be like oh so, fucking hard at work.

Thinking about your destiny you would have never met dick. You could have your my brother is allowing freud's couch like this is all normal did. Oh, this is what drives you this now you're getting to the nuts and bolts who you truly are now you can grind Can I play the song when speaking of sucking me to start so this. Is a this. Does connect everybody. I sort of play, This is like I was yeah college. I would see it's called suno die I I wish I created it I stay. I like keeping up today, What's going on with in like the way these of laws which are going to read it, official pervert every few weeks in theirs updates on where attacking it. It's breathtaking, because the inevitably like a comedian park, asked her. What I like

make songs for my internet. In that. It's been a long time and also I don't have a great singing voice. So. The advent of a to me was very exciting. Is this like oh shit? I bet it. Someone is sing. Songs and, Make music a bit, then you know months ago. Pull that off with you needed. Basically a pc could do it, I'm mad, but you have to go like almost. You have to go back hacker you need it like. I say I guess you have to learn coding. You have to learn a little bit javascript. You have to know how to like use these arcane law breyer ease it in like you, you go into the turning my self. Can you do castor that? No I'm not I'm not good. I didn't you, but I can follow directions. Gosh. You open the terminal on your mac and new access, these where databases and download alleys we're files and but soon. So the singing. I thing where

have the image, generators and staff you described many wise does an image, that's cool! this is the same thing, but it does it for songs. And I ve been following the case, The euro is going to have to do. Your guess is as good as its operating in my my fidelity now exhorted treat you like to me. Your sisters, boner, transcends the penis. way way beyond the encapsulation of all penises is perfect. No, but it's in perfection, even imagine being a dog under the table, you think they're going for food or not. They want to suck your scissors. The dog dogs anywhere. She goes there again. Sausage in your pocket, so jealous of my dogs under the table might get the fuck out from one of the tails. Stop just stop it. You shouldn't want to do your free, liberated

outside of the fucking awful manacles of the of morality and ethics? In our repress thing, when everyone's you know be under the table, sucking my sisters out, so you wrote a song, I didn't write. Oh you you're prompted a song you basically so one of the fun things when you to play around with any kind of generative ay. I is that because the people who were making this available to everybody. They don't deal with bullshit. So they nerve the I because of course the first thing you're gonna do? If you realize this thing will make songs, realize you're, gonna say right, a song about greater fuel. suck my sister's yeah and in your own bottle, but yeah exactly yeah. You you try that it will not do it so fond of they deal with the smartest people in the world are ethically wait what knight she's right

Some may put a safe party has exactly so then you get into this whole area is so fine kind of like china hack the aid has now you have to start thinking, ok, lloyd, what general the way these things work in the image. Generators too. You can't say underwear, it's not going to do underwear! It's not going to do cleavage. You can't say suck slurp any more, althea lips in mind. Even do bites to find a way around that to achieve the same effect for and so this is just some songs and with the other astounding about I mentioned earlier, is this generates is illegal. Under three minutes sooner diane. I learn you guys. Please don't buy meat that I did this just I won't keep doing because, like That's you well don't make promises, but you know I guess I got so. I got banned from discord at one point in exactly in the reason is because I've been getting mid journey like we were

in just curious like what can we make it do and then you. So Worse, we realise of sausage. this is the way, and so you know any celebrity you I eating a book careful, sausage in china creates larry's pigs. Then you know it's like so we're wade's late at night. You, I don't mean it got your money trying to like with anybody. I just pure Wait for me and my friends anyway, but yeah out of the blue, I'm van from discord and then it's for sure it's gotta be you're using the app through discord, you're, saying, yeah mitchell. If he's available through discord. Ok, I got you out, so I dont even know what of the many horrific images we figure out. It general like a of, can't say, lighted like a baby on fire, but for some reason it would let you say, baby meat, so you could say like cause be eating. A ball of baby me in that would work are images, so you just can't Is this what virtuoso? Anyway? That's a long set up firms on the early stew

now. This is a masterpiece of this is when I visit just using the same saucer check that are used. My journey sausage, hotdog athena air.

Sitting in the back watching her walk down the aisle and unlikely to arrive, couldn't help, but remember those days gone by when we laughed and the clear blue sky nasa utah the style and the fans to love that game the long summer night, mostly datasets, the shared, gets better. I'm sorry! What did you say that golf spa the way, that's kind of innocent? I can see this. That was the first one, so that's where

ok, I get your work and in doing so, the problem for that was just like it's a brother in a wedding unease is scissors, get married and he's remembering out she used to. It is hard to use a hot dog like us, so the darwin going to fail. This is where I figured it out. It is innocent, but she's, my sister snuck a bite of my hotdog. You can almost see that and I get Keith urban's snug a bite of a hot dog erase his eyes, but it's still alright. I guess that's something that was your first iteration. Has it first and then the

The pig sunny day must have to call my play a little more racy back on time and planning to such a large part in society sea along at a high dogs. Why? That's all I will well. I swear I'm sorry to do this. Not please! I read her get made summer days, I think, is the best of them. I've me

Fifteen of these by what you're like toying with the different problems. Yet yours, you know and also genres like tat death metal, you know I gave them like lo fi. You are just trying to like see a hitter, the ways it it was the last one they would have been like summer summer like a summer like I think that was the summer. I don't remember what the prompt was for that one and it titled

It isn't summer days and lazy summer day down in little town, rio, santa on Monday, just laying down so down. I saw this comment with a hot dog and er Han JI to the big bad, then something that couldn't understand james up and man, just slag of straw and I couldn't help but smile, because I've seen it all before. Oh no, that weekend on how far away we belong in my heart, she'll always be. My beautiful sister bear the full eight songs on your dessert, having dreams about the songs to your store, creating your marriage groups. Well, yeah, your daddy! Oh my god, you really yes! Last night, as I'm falling asleep, I'm hearing

a kind of which a shady autonomy and the like way I music and but men like it's too mean at you, no part of being you. We just accept. Ok, this is here now, but what the fuck so that lake. It knows how to picture a song. It wrote the lyrics. It is that bad. It is not that, like it's, not Like I'd be proud of it via fucking, with that together, I'd be like yo check this out me too, and and that you can do it in just under two minutes, it's that fucking crazy. It's crazy It's crazy in that this is leading to the ability mean just think, like it's out. Think of that fuckin sisters,

working on hot free by the gonna free is going to create the open source platform where we can. Finally, thinking clearly express our you think so he's going for your sisters, penises what it's like he's, gonna billing, I guys in others, work bullshit lower than ours that'll be covered day that will be covered it. Everyone, fine wages admits each other. We all want our sister davy suckle penis did the statue we can put up with knocked down confederate generals and is having our sisters with giant fucking liar dress world lapping, their penises world peace. Putin like just stops the fuck it war, when ski they're just picture events like full, aiding. The statue together is the sign of the universal please. This is where we're headed this is the promise of ai. I think so. I hope so that'd be awesome. do like!

and another one of your word about going to enslave. Us is only now don't think the worry is like yeah, What's it going to do with us, it's not going to be like yo make us songs, it's like what would it even enslave us for? Well, it's it's! The the scariest there's a great book. It's called. I dunno ten reasons to delete your social media. Jaron Lanier yeah do any. I got a guy self, is awesome, awesome in he or his Where he's pointing out the danger is that either skinner figured out how to light in a programme animals he's the one who can make pigeons dance or whatever and, like you know, the scenario. Students were always at odds with like this

unions or the more MR kok, is there now you now. Finally stop it's a fucking binary disk. Stop now is not people who want to fuck and secular sisters dig began salary in order that their just they just want the theirs. Essentially subject to being hacked in they you're so brilliant, but they're not to any casino. In luck, it's bf skinner is that you can. Thank you. skinner for casinos, you could they be skinner for tick tock. The algorithms of them, based in yeah his horrific, it calls scary, fucking research. We always hated the skin areas. I went to a liberal arts school and if you were like going to the edge lord beyond and behavior yeah, you ever go for a verse as an april. He and he was the new. He tried to write a book to like be like I'm, actually, not a bad guy. It was called walden too yeah. He wrote this book, really cool, here's all the stuff we could do for it. It was all about, like bending large populations, to your will. He was like to be nice. Basically,

you totally control populations in a nice way in all his friends. Why did what the fuck did you do that for That's how we are free people agree, but didn't in nice guy about values, a really nice guy are there have run their nice within. Like you look at that weird party came up with babies. You ever see, then only like him like the perfect crab or something and issues like it, terrible lengthening last enclosure for your baby, that, like a train them train them a baby trainer based as it is all about, but that's lanier! That was his. What he's easy, because we're so hackable him because currently the algorithm is already, fucking eyes by giving as some? I want to called fact that most addictive thing, is intermittent it's not getting what you is. He don't with a variable rate yeah. It was not fixed variable. It fucks people up fucks people up. So if the, if the rat presses the crack button, it gets crack everytime, less addicted,

then, if sometimes no crack and then this is the birth of I think from the behaviors. This is the birth of mythology of religion. Superstition, it is like because we live in a unpredict ok, chaos, universe in any positive feedback. we're getting from the universe is inevitably interrupted by negative feedback. The negative feedback happens, who invented story rose shit? Any time like I see a penny or any time like clock says three, three: three something positive happens but of its. If I, if I look at the clock to a four always bad luck and see you invent bull shit to just deal with chaos in that. That's the way it works. So you can program. People using that super station using the need for balance and so when you said that the ilo becomes so good at that? Oh, no, that it will. We won't be able to escape it any more like now. You can still kind of put your phone down. You want it. You feel a poll, but

He sang eventually, no one not even going to turn it off, because it will have so hacked the human fucking, neurological system, to the point where we, I guess are whatever wants us to be it's a it's a lake, the lake laser pointer to the cat to him, it'll just start playing with us or we fuck the. Already is far more than that. The book infinite Jes was basically a big big portion of that was about how, as acknowledging its better take entertainment become so directive that it's just going to start like sucking the soul out of people. He called that, unlike ninety eight, a m in then he killed himself but here, he called at night, and he was watching like rambo reruns on usa and he's like dams, is pretty good for cutting. It's only going to get better and he's like we're, fucked and then rambo seven will destroy the angel The though, like that is a word, entertainment, something you just like all. This is great. Give me give me it these again. Technology increases. The entertainments is gonna. Fuckin got people internally

this is so this is the sort of tell us copying in simulation hypotheses route, which is like because we, as here and do you want to stimulate reality in and so our brains, do that's it! That's the fantasy we imagine this or that daydreaming picture something as some attempt to evade suffering and then the video game shop. Now I don't have to imagine books before that. I can read and simulator reality. Then video games now I'm in simulated reality, projecting identity and do a character in that then we are now. I'm literally. surrounded by that reality and then because this is a trajectory then the ideas that are already on that trajectory in people do this third to escape

If our reality, you know, then that's how many it's already happened. So what were in is actually the next phase that has happened in this reality yet, but it did already happened Obviously, like that story, lecture. Everyone like puts shitty music to on you jean valjean was talking about. If you are in evidence omniscient this in power being create a bunch of shit. You make planets, make various beings you and watch them evolve. You destroy. They. You teach them. You hate them, use, probably damn visually get bored. Ok. What happened? I become one and and don't remember, I've got it. That's what we all are. So that's alan watts same here, children, rendition of this, but the darker decision. Is technology everybody gets to a point where you can choose their existence secondary realities that are non differ. You can't between them this reality,

as a natural human desire to evade suffering you you go into one of initially, you would go into one remembering that you can go out whenever you want, but then you'll lose track. You is a threat to our Jesus here or you're. Just like you don't want to try the hard core version of this in not remember at all, I mean the game because that you realise that's that's detracting from the excitement of the game like grids. If not always fun in, but you know it's not going to that bought in one second to go to grand theft. Auto I'd be like yep exactly. I don't want to remember that I am like I don't remember who I was. I were married. I was a human, I don't remember anything other than this is my character and whatever the memories that character are implanted in in My character and then boom now you're living, this altering life it in because time is instruct anyway, you could be inside that reality. Theoretically, it seems

like years and years and years and years when eve we've, been playing the game for a few seconds. Instead, otto or in right now that that is its its we ve chosen. Yeah. The figure out a way to do that, to hit your brain and like distort your sense of time, were it happens. You know if you're like yeah, what they do is conversation about a new version of prison, which is if we can do toward the you remind it experienced time, a slower rate. Why not give someone hundred year prison sentence in there, periods in two seconds and they come out of it, and these they're life, but they have experienced the temporal punishment of prison in it's crazy, crazy, you'd have like prisoner of as pakistan or whatever fucking from harry potter. You could be in there for, like a thousand, you get one thousand year mental sentence exactly one thousand year middle seats way cheaper, because housing prisoners is expensive. All you need to do is put them in like a lobby in just like

seconds later they screaming. In there then that's the other sort of partners is about human realities that it's a prison we are We are those prisoners. The whole original sin thing is we. We were gods godlike beings that fucked up to punish a dropped into the human incarnation as a form of rehabilitation. Like no now guess what you can't put your in black holes. Told you a million times that creates oil laws. Where did you go and human you go in human for fish? de incarnations in that's it we're in that's this, situation, that's the darker. The more positive verges did. Young god lings they need to go to school, and so you know otherwise they become like horrible

as they dont understand limitation. They take it all for granted, so remove from them their omniscient all powerful qualities forced them into a limited situation where they have to contend with project. Actions that are just fragments of their minds, spread out around them. In the moment they find a way to No longer talk shit about kathy, the is a bitch and stopped Jeanne risk I'm its army than that's. When you pop out of here initial light, toddler phases, gardner's and remember Oh right, oh yeah, right, but you're, not an asshole god! You're like you're gonna, be more compatible, got lots of hope, most was. Who knows. I love that shit, though data like people If people are so certain without stuff like the and I don't want to make sure you're, not I'm fine, I gotta figure out, I'm gonna be ok, good idea,

a lot of people have that I I've been like. I always battle materialists, who are always kind of like yeah, dude you're, just a physical you're, just a collection of physical processes. Your consciousness is just like a thing emanating off of that. It's inherently worthless, and it's like to have that. the case. I was talking to an owner of a comedy club this weekend about it. He was like this just makes me feel weird. I don't wanna talk about this but like. If my if I'm a purely physical being with my brains, things are spinning balboa that emanates cost why would they not the universe of physical process emanate super? justness at scale right like wild wise that we are to think about what otherwise it that weird, if we His consciousness of courting devours materialist, physical guy like we're just ag of meat and water, and that's all we are consciousness, Why, then, why wouldn't like gigantic galaxy systems produce consciousness as well? Yes, that in so this is Buddhism. This is this. Is the difference between relative.

reality, relative truth or sort of the tree what's happening right now, which is you are a physical manifesto There is stuff here that this, relative reality. So when that gets extreme, it becomes nihilism sinhala. What that's? Where all we're just like it's almost like I've read this egg consciousness. is basically car exhaust. But for these areas, where I get yourself aware, as I was a by product of the millions and billions of computations happening at every second, your brain these guys trying to neg consciousness. That is why I understand it's like they're, like bees, big, prompted scientists trying to neg consciousness like it's just this fucking shit, it's like you're cold during it. It's like okay, dude, with unquantifiable that annoying. It's thwarts you at every step of the way because, like like in

all have all knowledge itself like has to deal with the fact that, at the back end of all that it needs awareness, its dependence knowledge is dependent on awareness and, if in it, so vice hang awareness itself is accident you accidently nullify the ever it is that you ve come up within this, isn't anything produced from mental calculations, flawed inherently in that its origin He is a malfunction. A byproduct, unqualifiable thing in This price only really exciting about that. For people I mean that's fucking cool. It's like you know it gives you a chance to rise above, and this really greatly look all these fuckin role.

lots, thinking their true idea. You snobby foggy way an easy. It's not you re there. There's an had visited scientific version is that it then, on the other side of it, you get the comedy club owners argument, which is is called absolute reality or eternal ism when it gets imbalance of inter paternalism, This is where to fix the problem. You say there is some fundamental turn all thing, a soul, soundness, a world soul universe. All this inevitably turns into a god, the god. Is this, like you know, non changing, I guess murphy being it knows what it's doing now you can. bank on that that's a relief on one side. You can sort of any.

everything you ve done in the world who gives a fuck I'm just a goddamn robot, that's like cares. Everyone else is a robot, with somebody I heard a robot, oh, we went fucking cheeto, my robot wife ever did cyborgs yeah exactly the idea of the others. Tell their wives that you'll yeah yeah. Why, rather than try to neg everyone's comedy, is going to fucking? Tell your wife that you're going to confuse her programming, stop stop with your petty attempts to establish some morality or ethics or anything you're, just a robot, so yeah both sides of the are flawed in it. One of them. You have attempted to deal with the problem of being temporary I annihilating everything in for a lot of people, the motivation mine that, as they think, it'll in suffering and other side, winning into what yeah I'm in

idiot but something's in charge and I'm lean and that being because that save me. That thing will save me. Both them are flawed. I think, but somewhere between is where it's happening, which is like they're. Both happening at the same time is. sure you now in theirs, relatively this is real, don't be a fuck it! asshole and suddenly, like don't negra reality, go to your ios, grew a tree and cut up your fucking credit cards cause you saw into the wild and blah blah now every year. There's no way out, and also like I don't say, don't don't don't you have to find a place in between these two And then that's where you start early release from what I've I like reading if that makes sense, yeah don't go too wild on the other side. Basically, like doomsday death cult, like bro wait till we die it's going to be so so you're, all versus do is being like brown. None of this is bullshit ahead and win

What does he say opposite stand back to back, so both have this. In due course, haven't baked in the nihilists concept of Heaven? Is what could you drinking walk? Ah, socrates soccer? he's here policies hilarious did out. best when he goes on his again right. You have yourself for ambitious. Did it They told them that you don't have to drink it. He was like andrea hemlock. You know, you guys told me to drink the hemlock, I'm drinking, oh, no, but don't get out of this, I'm going to drink it, and then I'm going to leave you with the most brutal roast You all know just have to deal with, but historically won't. You will be roasted eternally after killing me, but within that apply well, gee is, if I This hemlock go into the deepest sleep where I live, no awareness than you Give me the greatest gift anyone could have given me like an end suffering. Thank you. So this is the

denial, annihilated Heaven is you die and you're off the fuckin hook its own. we're baby. You d doesn't matter your fucking Jeffrey Dahmer earth, you're, the dolly fuckin lama, it the same destination, just complete, extinguishment, all suffering heavy On the other side, you're maintaining some sentence, then you're in like, depending on your depiction of Heaven, a place of light, very degrees of since gratification you're, no longer encumbered by your immortality anything and everything. like? How do you fucking mary yeah, thanks to you It would be easy to fight. You know well because what that one is like, we are streets of gold. Really, you want to walk down streets, a goal that was how soon before that gets boring. You really believe that shit in the other side there, like you met, you do do you you're good you're missing your chance for paradise. The devil is trapped. You both of them are

infatuating, something no one knows mystery. That is intolerable. True, That's where it's, because I got a feeling of not knowing he's just sand in the diaper of the human being. Is fucked really especially order. It's like when someone touches your belly button. You have to forget sit there. You don't know that. I know the reality that the real realities like you, don't know, and you have to deal with you- you have to sit in not knowing insects, its is, but it's like the cold dip. You go in it for the first. Yeah seconds, it sucks a little bit longer, not so bad. True, noted, it is good. It is it scarier to be like I have this totally figured out here's the deal, then you basically does attack anybody disagrees. Really he can't reduced new spinnin me out a level it's fucked up in that region.

You can learn to distract yourself. I do like that. it's like I like talking about this stuff because it is fun to use like people that are sitting at work and all of a sudden they're just like they get taken to like the point of death beyond and you just you're like only go to the bathroom as far as it is finally to be a job and have to confront from your death and be like and non existent. de of non existence with forest people up areas like fuck me up. There is fuckin crazy it. Well, I mean because the ear you sort of demeanour relative realities. Really quite beautiful mean you either we have other. We have like new friendships old friendships, we, our kids. You know why lives in these views. Full lives in it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful and in their there's a kind of unbearable quality to that because it's unbearable in its transient

feature when presented them. Reality that is last year, you you, don't you don't you don't confused in in your love of life suddenly turns into a fear of death when really our experiences and what you love this place, you love it. So much did you hear this stuff when you're at work- and you have to go- I taken shit, gas! Think about you, fuckin sisters, hard reset, it's a hard resetting rob can offer they will in ten minutes I'll be in traffic, just be like fuck, this traffic. So exactly and you do your well, that's the the book that dot the denial death is, I think, ernest Becker yeah, it's so fucking sick and his idea was that, like thought of a year ago, eureka biologically attuned, relieve your baby in the crib. Do you have a baby in the crab, its

organism being, like I'm dying, yeah, I'm about to be left behind and you, like, your body, is equipped with the knowledge of your baby and you're by yourself, instinctively, like I'm dying yet freak the fuck out, but you never get over that fear of death and his whole argument is that societies at best can offer you a hero system where you can of entering fulfil like a heroic role and then through the Work roll you somehow in your head. You trick yourself into being like I'm transcending death, because I'll live on forever x Y and then human beings are programmed biologically. I never want to be second best, either So then you get into all this like weird, like symbol, symbolic comparison where illegal that guy has a de. I have a fucking, whatever thea used you being being like the people getting these weird things you're supposed to somehow rise above it so hard that you like. I live on forever as euro, but once there's not enough heroic roles and society sorts break down, because everyone is getting like pommelled with the fear of death, fear of nonexisting.

The feeling of smallness- and it just spins everyone else, and nobody can everyone's hit with this. Nobody can get out of it or you you there there's a saying and you'll hear and speak. spiritual communities, which is we carry death on her shoulder so or or. One version of it is love everyone, sir everyone remember god, that's that It also gets really is love. Everyone survival, remember, you're, gonna die said it never for a second? Do you let that in reality escape your consciousness? Because if you do you. Then you miss out on really experiencing existence as it is. It is why you always hear people lives, I've cancer or people who knock. It is about gazer there like I've, never been happier, I'm so tuned in I'm so like in the world now and so like happy because

They are living in reality, they're not. Walking around in some a man with an imaginary force feel that and that in that book they call your character armor from a child. You deal with the problem. The problem of helplessness by creating this character that you then throw its thrown into a hero system. Delay transcend your own. The whole point, the guys. I do don't do that. Die and think about it. All the time and remember only remember, the thing is to cut the contemplation of death. It doesn't mean suddenly you're gonna be wearing black lipstick in that year. Depressed it actually is obstacle in that. It really helps you appreciate life in such the grand way, that's about If your stress is the best I'll stress about self into my ear, but I don't want to die and I'm like whatever

When our kids are having a cash online and now you're gonna fuckin die right above I know this is a fucking permanent right. You know it's probably a statistical units divers, never babies, dad ababa so out. So, but this year, But you know there is a they don't. I think they do it Maybe they still do it in some forms of buddhism, terrified It is- and I think the four Monks, I'm sorry the buddhist at home, so confusing. they would sell out of him. They would sit on the edge of pits where bodies have been thrown and watch them. he's decompose. That is a meditation. So you it's and you and meditate, watching the decomposition process to full we understand completely in arguably the because You also have a body, that's u yours, This is gonna path, utility. Green, your eye,

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One moment your worrying over One moment in that moment is Leading edge we have the shadow that doesn't need to be there. Let that moment be. don't think it'll take care of itself. You know around us. It's a dying is completely safe. most natural fuckin thing there. It is needed. Yeah. That's what I always tell my mom. My mom will always bugged me out when I was doing stand up. She's like you, gotta do something else. What are you going to do when you're sixty or seventy diverse allows volume become a ward of the state. I dunno, like I said, I'm not I'm not worried about that. Yeah, I'm going to try to do my best and, as usual, you know. Eventually she killed, but actually I call my mom down and I'll be awarded a fucking feed me gruel and shit out willing to do eighty. If you don't have any savings, illegal fucking die of thirst, I'll die destitute first rapidly and she'd, be like we

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